non-consciousness dosesn't prefent me fro m my blug..,,,,,!!

i'm half asleep, enjoying the gorgeously cool air coming in through my windows. this cool air is just so mericful to me, and i find myself wanting to cherish each indication of it, creeping through my lungs, caressing my bare legs, understanding my desire to feel close and cozy. i can hear the train whistles much louder with the windows open-- it feels like they are right in my back yard...i guess they are though, for real.
my mother and i fight more when p. is here. he always sides with her. he also takes it upon himself to "discipline" or "reprimand" me for my "behavior." Behavior??? i am almost 28 years old..and he is almost 3 years younder.....what gives? i don't quite think it's appropriate "behavior" for someone his age to to get a stiffy for my 54 yr old mother..? i dunno, that's just me.....