is "a whiter shade of pale" supposed to make any sense?

wow, theo...great story...no wonder you're a buddhist, lol. i like stories like that-- the ones that have a simple, beautiful message without any of the heavy morality or guilt. thank you dude!! (btw, i heard 'glass onion' on the radio the other day. they never play that one!)




*sigh*




(many moments later)

another thought on my last post-- i think about the past way too much! even if i can't focus on the moment, i at least should be able to contemplate the more recent past??

NEWS (to me.)

Mazel Tov to my pals Dirk* and Cornelia*, who are now engaged!!!

(* = names have been changed to protect the identities of the aforementioned star-crossed lovers. i was instructed to "keep it under [my] yarmulke." for real!)


ok...uh...well, over the weekend i took a road trip to the delaware water gap and met a very brilliant and dear person (in person)! :P i saw mountains, waterfalls, and an authentic General Store with fishing poles who let me use their bathroom.

my car has the shiniest hub caps on the eastern seaboard.

i went to new jersey today and got another load of shit i left behind. i hope i get my damn security deposit back. i deserve it for putting up with all the Ghost Baboons in my bathroom. (god, i totally forgot about them...)

i have a nasty headache.

my tummy kinda hurts.

my back hurts too.

my mouth still hurts from that damn gum.

i cried today.

i can't even see what i am typing in this color...for all i know it could be riddled with typos! *cringe**

why am i still up? i have my thing tomorrow. i have to be there in about 4 hours.

i wonder if i should take a Strong Pill for this painful shit in my body (again). then again, i have to function. fuck functioning.

i am not a hypochondriac. i know what physical pain is. i hate having to prove myself....like i would actually want to invent something ELSE medically wrong with me...

ok, there go my eyes. i guess that's it for news.

we'll end with a fine quote from the velvet (velveeta?) underground:

"when you think the night has seen your mind,

that inside you're twisted and unkind,

let me stand to show that you are blind--

please put down your hands....

cuz i see youuuu..."

zzzzz